You would not understand cutting, unless you're a cutter. You can't understand drugs unless you have done them. You can't understand depression unless you have it. So, please don't come around me saying; "there are better ways of coping"... "that is so stupid"... you know what? Fuck you, you don't know what it feels like to feel like the whole world is collapsing and the only way to escape reality is to cut, to drink, to smoke... or whatever your outlet. Don't come to me with that bullshit "you're just cutting for attention" you don't know how hard I try to hide ever single one. Its NOT for attention, its not because I'm "emo" and it's definitely NOT because I'm suicidal. It's because I'm lost, because I'm hurt, because I can control every cut, every shot of Smirnoff, every inhale... I can control all of that; while my life goes beyond crazy around me.